ok dee. it seems like 80% of your posts are about yr feelings towards finding romance or how unhappy you are with the absence of it and, yourself. clearly, most of your emotions revolve around this. not to sound too critical but there are many ways you can reduce your stress by just refocusing yr life. it's even a traditional chinese saying that you can't always go out searching for love because you just have to let it happen. try liking yourself before others as a priority and see what happens.
I understand your concern, but tumblr is the only way for me to express myself through pictures. And you’re right about making myself more of a priority. But its just how I have been feeling lately. I was fine a few weeks ago. I’m just going through a tough time of accepting the fact that I’m always running into “bad timing”. I’m usually good at shutting my feelings out and recovering very quickly. I don’t what’s the matter with me lately. But I do admit that I am at my weakest point. However, since I don’t want to become an emotional vampire, I’m going to start being a little more positive. Thank you anon (even thought you kinda gave it away :P). I will go ahead and take your advice.