beware, i'm full of sap, so much sap i'd grow a forest full of trees.

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I finally told her how I felt. Except it wasn’t returned in the way I wanted it to. She told me she had been curious all her college life, and that if I had met her then, then she would have given this a try. But now, she’s at the age in her life where she’s ready to be practical and settle down with someone in the long run, and being with a girl won’t be help especially when it comes to marriage and children. 
I am deeply crushed because i love everything about her. To me, she is perfect. Seriously, fuck bad timing. 

I finally told her how I felt. Except it wasn’t returned in the way I wanted it to. She told me she had been curious all her college life, and that if I had met her then, then she would have given this a try. But now, she’s at the age in her life where she’s ready to be practical and settle down with someone in the long run, and being with a girl won’t be help especially when it comes to marriage and children. 

I am deeply crushed because i love everything about her. To me, she is perfect. Seriously, fuck bad timing. 

Yesterday I went to SJ’s First Friday with Shuttergirl.

Is it really worth telling her how I feel? I don’t want to scare her away. But yet I don’t want to continue falling for her if there isn’t going to be anything. I keep looking for these signs that I  might just be over analyzing. And I don’t know when the right time to ever bring this up, but one day, it’ll all need to come out.  

Is it really worth telling her how I feel? I don’t want to scare her away. But yet I don’t want to continue falling for her if there isn’t going to be anything. I keep looking for these signs that I  might just be over analyzing. And I don’t know when the right time to ever bring this up, but one day, it’ll all need to come out.  

ah waiting til next friday to see her, sucks.

ah waiting til next friday to see her, sucks.

the 4th anime girl reminds me so much of shutter girl.

the 4th anime girl reminds me so much of shutter girl.